Heavenly Mother
Tending all of the wounds I did not know I had...
I've a Mother (source, matriarch, originator, nourish nurutre, pamper, succor, support, indulge, origin, root, propagate, proliferate, hatch)
Shields (screen, shelter, haven, cushion, shawl, wrap, safeguard, guard)
me from the truth (tangible, literal, definite)
until I can see it clearly.
Rolling on a four point restraint table, faster, faster (accelerating)
..."I begin to understand (realize, comprehend, recognize) what is about to happen."
She surrounds me, a being of light, with my Earthly Grandmother and some other friends...
They pull my spirit from my body as the attack occurs.
They shield my eyes so that I cannot see.
They surround me with love during the most difficult experience of my life.
Then gently they tuck my spirit back into my body like a Mother slipping her newborn in the sling for nursie and a nap.
During the night, while I sleep, they place a block, a shield of forgetting over my mind that stays firmly in place for twelve years.
I move on...happy life, with an undercurrent of panic, depression, quaking fear...it pops up unexpectedly...but she is always by my side to comfort, console, and soothe.
A death, a splinter bursts in my mind and widens to a cravass, and then a gully of memory flooding my heart and mind with scents, fuzzy images, and finally, the truth.
My inner knowing tells me that she walked the mortal path and shared many of the same experiences I now have on Earth.
She is the creator of my spirit and knows me inside and out.
She helped me prepare for my time on Earth and practiced certain traits of multi tasking with me to enable me to accomplish my mission.
She was the constant in my life these last few years, while alone and somewhat orphaned emotionally from my earthly family, she helped me to know what to do to heal, and having experienced many of the same traumas, how to patiently work through each obstacle.
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